Uncomfortable

How is this God?
They began to invite me to their world 
The world who do not want me to enjoy ..

It wrong if I refuse?
I don't want to get used to things that I can not understand,
God.. if i have to be weird?


How  if they started looking at me weird and strange?
I'm getting worried about myself
My heart is getting weak in this inconvenience
I don't want to drift into the world that I was not comfortable in it
And I didn't want to be as they think


Let me weird .. 
They too weird .. 
Sometimes I don't understand .. 
Why the habit used as a reason?
The habit which is always to blame!
For the hearts that have been hurted ..

Is not every soul is a leader for themselves each?